forced breaks, heartaches

it happens more often nowadays when I have to really give myself a break. i always am in the middle of studying or listening to long 4 hour straight lectures and just can't help but drift away, i always space out lately and my sleep-wake cycle is very much not a circle anymore but more of a crooked line. I get sleep whenever I can, even if i can't. I just need the sleep. 2 more months before the end of the schoolyear.

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my only past time nowadays is making sure i get to watch all the series that i really enjoy. I have quite a long list, as written from the previous post I think. I just download them and watch them whenever I can. I guess today is one of those days. I had a Honey and Clover marathon and am really enjoying it. I think it's safe to assume that this is one of my 5 most favorite anime of all time (not that i have the other 4, prolly deathnote)

here are a few of my favorite quotes (till ep 10):

"i wonder how you're supposed to give up. Do you just decide accordingly and move further and further away from what my heart wants? then, will i forget everything someday? everything including the pain through my heart... without a trace as if there was nothing to begin with"
- Ayumi

"why do i feel uneasy? i always have to think and choose my words carefully...and even then...i can't say it..." - Takemoto

"although they say that a girl becomes more beautiful when she falls in love... it's not true for guys." - Mayama

i'd watch the next more episodes if not for my friday exams.

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did i mention? i got my GE CB passes already. I have one extra. I'll post it here next week to be sure that everyone who has CB passes have their CB passes. I'll post screenshots soon too.

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today is Valentine's Day and it's a really weird day hat sometime I could just hate it. It's a day where people's emotions are heightened. You are either too happy or too sad. Hearts and Heartbreaks are commonplace, not to mention flowers and leaves scattered around the campus.

Today, i think i got the "happy" side of Valentines. A lot of my friends have been on the other side. It's definitely a weird day. People do stuff, either driven by the atmosphere surrounding them or by their own personal feelings, but tomorrow is a different day and not most people regard the next few days into consideration leading them to act outside their normal selves. I may be one of them, but i guess that's how Valentine's is. It affects everyone. It's contagious and chronic. The day may be over, but whatever happened on that day will continue on for the next tomorrows.

Happy Valentines Day everyone!